It is a week today since eddy left. I am feeling ok, little sad butttt i had a packed week and great weekend so it has flown past.
got through my rubbish day at work on Friday and was excited for Bingo. Emma came on Friday instead of sat in the end and that was a nice surprise. :-) off to bingo we went. There was myself, Amy, Emma, Jim, Vicky and Jo in the end so good few of us. None of us won at the Bingo but Jo did win a £5 voucher and i won an AMAZING FREE YEARS BINGO!! i couldn't believe it lol. so happy i was. Emailed eddy straight away and publicised it on Facebook as I couldn't contain my excitement. really enjoyed that and then Emma and Amy an I went to Tesco to get some coke and bits for the party on sat. we ended up spending over an hour in there lol and bought a few bits of clothes. Emma tried in a little woolly hate like a panda, was funny.
worked Sat boooo but only until 1pm (ended up there until 1.30 in end as Jenny came in to do her upgrade). i didn't mind. When she came in i was with another customer and all i wanted to do was go and hug her. Saturday was bit mental as we had the new iPhones launched Friday and had many people in after one. Jim was the door man and stood outside operating a 1 in 1 out system all day! lol
after work Jenny and i went to New look and i bought a killer pair of shoes for the night out! :-)
did a few other bits and then headed home. we ended up watching Red Riding Hood and thejn started the party
we made our own pizzas, pims and cocktail. night was good, selina came over, Aaron also and Anna even popped in. we had champagne and nibbles and lots of drink before heading into town.
Selina took me and me sister in her mans Audi TT. Amy and Hazel were loving it lol!
town was good (don't remember an great deal past baroque). we started in baroque and then went goose, revs and o'neils. I did the usual drunken laura cry my heart out when we were in revs! lol Nothing new there.
we were going to go to the casiono but after realising most of us were poor, my feet where dieing a death and hazel could hardly stand up, we decided to skip that and go MAcDonals. ahhh if you could see us all sat on bench outsude drunk and stuffing our faces!
all got taxi's home and think we all pretty much passed out. Woke up sunday feeling like death. cleaned my teeth straight away and went top get a drink. realised hoe messy the house was and ended up doing some tidying and chatting to Aaron before he went back home.
we all moshed around til like 1pm or later, seating food and pizza and watching saturday nights Xfacotr, while all nursing our hang overs.
Jim managed to take Hazels phone home on sat night the moron that he is! lol soo at 4pm i left all at home with Angela as wll who popped over and went to get Jim so i could get the phone back. come 5pm it was just me and angela and we had a chat and had piggies out and chatted some more while i cleaned out thier cage.
did some washing and tidying and then headed off to Gemmas to sort out her new iPhone for her. thennnnn went over to Evelyn's for a few hours and then back home. Tried so hard not to fall asleep in the car driving home lol!! always love seeing evelyn and Tommy (new name Mr T). Gave crumble a bit of fuss too, bless him. i feel very privaledged as Dean and Evelyn have asked me to be Tommy's God Mother. :-)
I discovered an addictive game on the wii last night - Frisbee. you throw the Frisbee for the doggie and he has to catch it lol. sounds stupid but its good. At about 11, i decided i should prob go sleep considering how tired i was! lol.
emailed eddy back after he emailed me asking for piccies of my birthday. Need to get some sent over to him 2night after gym. Feel shattered so the gym will be interesting! I turned down a cupcake tasting event with Steph to still go to the gym! hmmmm Need the exercise after the last few weeks. I am hoping for a good result still though at weight watchers on Thursday. Missed last week with my birthday celebrations! got a few days to be good now before weigh in on Thursday1 lol
Hoping Eddy will be able to ring me soon. Just to hear his voice :-) it is going to get harder over the next few weeks but i hope that as the months go by i will be ok.
And hey i have so much to do in evenings now i cant get lonely and bored at home. I will still miss having kisses and cuddles and that intimacy. I would give anything juist to be able to have this with my Eddy :-).
Its weird be cause i knew i loved him and i always have just i think i didn't realise just how much... we got into a standard routine, living together and seeing each other at weekends. Now he has gone i think i probably took him for granted at times and i should remember just how lucky i am! I miss him soo much.
Should get back to work now lunch break is over.
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